i,
blame myself
into a corner undivided by someone else
ego weakens once the id becomes compelled
cry
to yourself
don't let anybody see you need some help
you're not a man unless you finish what you shelve
toxic fathers
deadbeat mother
It's okay you're not alone
toxic fathers
deadbeat mother
don't call it tough love face this, you're not faceless
look
inside
at the feelings you've pushed back into your mind
self expression leads to anger and sublime
don't
be a fool
leave the .45 in the closet of their room
we're just an arms length from a swift impending doom
soon I'm gonna be
20 thousand leagues
underneath the sea
toxic fathers
deadbeat mother
behave and hold your tongue
toxic fathers
deadbeat mother
like a blade that makes you numb
I see sunny skies above me
demons swim around my heartbeat
don't look back in anger at this
you'll find that you're better of with
yourself
oOooOOooOOO
yourself
credits
from pendulum // toxic fathers,
released August 14, 2020
Written by: copneconic
Produced and Recorded by: Nick Diener of Oneder Studios
Mastered by: John Naclerio of Nada Recordings
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